Alive..

And yet another day passes by and here I am back to whine about it. There are so many doubts in my mind that even words here cannot justify it. I have so much to say, yet nothing comes out. This lack of expression has been with me for too long. I guess I was in denial for long about it. But this time of doing nothing has been of introspection of life. I am close to turning 30 and some may think I am crazy not to know what I want yet. But it is true. I don't. Thirty years of not knowing was not hard to deal with, but now I believe I may be coming out of the cocoon or I hope. My job hunting was on a break for a week or so. But now I am back on it. I hope something works out soon or I will be looking for few other exciting alternative which my mom may not like it as much.