Alive..

And yet another day passes by and here I am back to whine about it. There are so many doubts in my mind that even words here cannot justify it. I have so much to say, yet nothing comes out. This lack of expression has been with me for too long. I guess I was in denial for long about it. But this time of doing nothing has been of introspection of life. I am close to turning 30 and some may think I am crazy not to know what I want yet. But it is true. I don't. Thirty years of not knowing was not hard to deal with, but now I believe I may be coming out of the cocoon or I hope. My job hunting was on a break for a week or so. But now I am back on it. I hope something works out soon or I will be looking for few other exciting alternative which my mom may not like it as much.

Day for the red..

Writing again has been on my mind for quite some time. But I had school, work and laziness to thanks for. Now I am job hunting and I realized that there is not much to do. I moved so I don't have many friends to hang out with and I do not get to travel much. Therefore, I thought coming back to writing will do some good to me. I have been job hunting for few months now. I spend most of the time doing that, but now it is getting too monotonous. Maybe (I hope) writing will bring me some peace of mind, which I desperately need these days. The writings are just my ode to love, peace and life..